I want to tell you a secret

I know I seem tough and cocky, but I’m actually quite a softie.
I know I laugh when you have a toss at me, but in all honesty, it hurts deep down inside.
I know I poke fun at stupid girls who get their hearts broken and then fall right back in love again, but the truth is my heart’s been broken far too many times before.
I know I say it’s fine when you cut in line, but actually that spot was mine.
I know I’m always leading the pack when we walk into a room, but I secretly wish I could just chill at the back and go unnoticed for once.
I know I say I’m sarcastic and make snide remarks, but in all honesty, I’m just trying to hide the fact that I’m shy.
I know I stick up for you and would probably punch someone out for you, but the fact of the matter is I hate being mean.
I know I always say that you know me best, but the real secret is you don’t know me at all.

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